Portraits of a confidence Door 4

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Oneself
Portraits of a confidence Door 4

Oneself , is Mario Deschenes, the only one member of this band.
Musician , producer , composer , and also writer.

From the first note to the last measure , Oneself know how to create his own distinctive and unique signature of his songs and music. Free Rock as its best.

Portraits of a confidence Door 4 is his fourth album , it answers to a promise he made with himself .

In 2013 , he lost his older brother, the pain of his death touched him so deeply Mario decided to realise an album to pay a tribute to this brother.

He wrote so many songs , only 14 of them are there in the compact disc.

Mario kept in mind souvenirs, expressions that his brother used to tell, pictures he created, events he lived, discussions with him in the last moments before his lost .

Every songs, appearing in Portraits of a confidence Door 4, represent an aspect of brotherhoodship he shared with him.

Oneself let his inspiration open wide during the process of his piece of art, his way to write his songs changed, the way to compose changed, his recording style changed too. Even his way to sing.

Something new and real in the musical landscape , songs wrapped with emotion from a heart injured by a death , passion you can feel, melodies floating in your ears. Everything is created with respect for his brother

Thank you to my brother. Rest in peace …
www.mariodeschenes62@hotmail.com

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released April 12, 2015

SOCAN (C) 2105 / SODRAC (C) 2015 / SOPROQ ( C) (P) 2105 / ARTISTI ( C) 2015

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Oneself is Mario Deschênes, a producer, a song - writer, a composer, a guitarist, an all in one in a package.

Traces Door 3 , his last release is like a work of art, built piece by piece, track by track like he used to for his two other albums, released in 2008 for Journey into my lands Door 1 and in 2010 for Unclassifiable Dream of a quiet man Door 2

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Track Name: oneself - Happiness
Happiness

Happiness left me for a while

I do know why
I don’t know when

It will come back to me
To my life
Around me
Inside my heart

My brother passed a way for a while

I do know why
I don’t know when

He will come back near me
To my life
Close to me
Inside my heart

He will always live
Inside my heart

Memories are so a precious gift
For a tear coming to
My eyes

And I will remember him
For the rest of my name
My family name
My life

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Paroles et musique Mario Deschênes
Track Name: Only time
Only time

Only time will tell
If I’m wrong or right

Do you think it’s gonna be
It’gonna be too long

I mean I mean yes I mean

Your time is out
Young time is over
Behind your doubts
Upon your shoulder

Only time will tell
If I’m wrong or right

Lonely time has said
You’re wrong and right

Only time
Lonely time

Your time is out
Young time is over
Behind your doubts
Upon your shoulder

Too long
Too late

Too late
Too long

Lonely time
Only time




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Paroles et musique Mario Deschênes
Track Name: Sorry , So Sorry ( Freely )
Sorry ,so sorry

Sorry, so sorry
I gave you life
I spent some time
With you I have to
Let you slip
Let you slip away

Sorry ,so sorry
Freely, so really

Oh yeah
Oh no

Sorry, so sorry
I gave you light
I wasted some time
With you I have to
Leave you sleep
Leave you sleep away

Sorry , so sorry
Freely ,so really

Oh yeah

Sorry
I know
You were not alone
I didn’t choose you
A matter of good taste
I want to have some fun
With one of your sisters

Sorry , so sorry
Freely , so really

Oh no

I’m sorry
So sorry
You understand
Don’t be mad at me
I chose the best
For me
The better that I can
Describe my mind

Oh yeah

Sorry, so sorry
Freely ,so really

Oh no

I’m
sorry
For you

My song

Oh no
Oh yeah Oh no


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Paroles et musique Mario Deschênes
Track Name: As if
As if

Love is all
Is love all ?

Love is all
Is love all ?

Love is all
Is love all ?

Love is all
Is love all ?

Depending on your eyes
By your sight

Depending on your light
By your night

Depending on your life
By the night

Depending on your night
In your life

You think
You talk
You act as if

Don’t forget
To remember

Love is all
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Paroles et musique Mario Deschênes
Track Name: ( Still pain ) One year later
( Still pain )One year later


I didn’t want you to die
I won’t lie at saying

It didn’t touch me
It did
Yes it did

And it does now
And it does now

I didn’t want me to be alone
I won’t lie at saying

It didn’t hurt me
It did
Yes it did

And it does now
And it does now

One year later
I can’t forget him
I don’t want to feel
That pain anymore

It’s too hard

So hard to stand for
My heart is too dry to cry for
There’s no tears living there anymore

One year later
I can’t forget him
I don’t want to feel
That pain anymore

It’s too hard

So hard to stand for
My heart is too dry to cry for
There’s no tears living there anymore

I didn’t want you to die
I won’t lie at saying

It didn’t touch me
It did
Yes it did

And it does now
And it does now
And it does now …..

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Paroles et musique Mario Deschênes
Track Name: Now
Now


Look at your future now
There’s a lot of hopes

Look at your future now
There’s a lot of gaps

Get out of your future now
There’s a lot of now

Dummy on the road
Dummy in the life

Dummy ont the road
Dummy by your side

You have to face yourself
What you really wanna do
Don’t betray yourself
Where you wanna go

I wanna touch the sky
The one with no limit

I wanna walk on earth
With shoes that belong to me

You’d better get out of them
They think you are a dummy one
They talk behind your back

I tried to go to the left
They’re there

I tried to go to the right
They’re there

They’re always there

Look out
There’s dummies on te road
Look at
There’s dummies by your side

Look at
Look out
Look at
Get out

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Paroles et musique Mario Deschênes
Track Name: Shadows and secrets
Shadows and secrets

Shadows ansd secrets sealed in ice of love
White castle appeared in the light of dawn
Absence of wind dust in the silence
I can’t ignore what I can’t avoid

I can’t stop thinking about a reason why
I’m looking for a reason to arise a smile

Shadows and secrets behind an unfair past
The light of dawn float on my knees
ASbsence of tears dust in the grave
I can’t avoid what I can’t ignore

I can’t stop thinking about a reason why
I’m looking for a reason to arise a smile

Words are useless in this world
Break the silence of your hands
Run the risk to see you blind
Feel the chains around your head
Wake up break it to me gently

I see my weakness behind me
Some said weakness is a state of mind
Some said weakness is behind you forever
Shadows ansd secrets sealed in ice of love
White castle appeared in the light of dawn
Absence of wind dust in the silence
I can’t ignore what I can’t avoid

I can’t stop thinking about a reason why
I’m looking for a reason to arise a smile

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Paroles et musique Mario Deschênes
Track Name: No days but drop by drop
No days but drop by drop



There are no days that God made
I don’t feel alone, lonely without
His words to go, to grow, to be
The one I can be
With no days , no more days
To be with him

No days
No days at all
No days
No days of all
No days
No days that’s all

No days You’re still giving me
A little drop of advice

No days You’ re still giving me
A little drop in your ways

No days You’re still giving me
A little drop of advice

No days You’re still giving me
A little drop in hard ways

No days
No days
No days

O.K. that’s fine with me
So nice, so nice of you
So fine, So fine from me
So nice, so nice to me
So fine, so fine from you





There are no days
That I don’t think about you

There are no days
That I don’t want to talk with him

You’re still

Give me a drop
A little drop

Give me a drop
A little more drop

A little drop of life from light
A little drop of light from life

And I got it
A little drop
That’s what I’ve got
A little drop

And I got it
A little more drop
That’s what I get
A little more drop

Thank you to give me that chance

No days you’re still giving me
A little drop of advice ( 6 x )

Drop of advice ( 3 x )


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Track Name: A souvenir can't die
A souvenir can’t die



A tear may die
An eye may die
A heart may die

A souvenir can not die

I’ve never said to my father
I love you
It’s too late
I don’t think so

He knows we’ve loved him

A fear may die
A word may die
A face may die

A souvenir can not die

I’ve never said to my brother
I love you , my mum
I do think so

They know we love them

On earth
Living my mother and brothers
Nephews and nieces, sisters – in – law
Let me tell you

I love you all

You can hear it
Youy can feel it
You do mean it





A souvenir can not die
Can not die
Can not die
Can not die
Can not die


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Track Name: All my
All my



All my tears are cried
I don’t want to cry anymore

All my fears are dry
I don’t wanna get fears never more

The news of your death took me by surprise
I did everything to honour your name
I learned a lot of things to make up my mind
You were in pain, you were in pain

I know the lines
The reasons why
I know the lines
The reason one

Your faith in life was gone

When faith in life is gone
There’s nothing left
Life is gone
Nothing beyond
Things behind
And you beyond

That’s why, that’s why , that,s why

All my tears and fears are cried and dry
I don’t want want to be in

You hear me

I don’t want, want to be in
I wanna keep your souvenir as a brother

All my , oh my , but now

All what I see

All my tears are gone
All my tears are gone
All my tears are gone
All my tears are gone
All my tears are gone
All my tears are gone
All my tears are gone
All my tears are gone
All my tears are gone
All my tears are gone
All my tears are gone
All my tears are gone


All my tears




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Track Name: GOD,my friend
God , my Friend


God , my Friend
Tell me

Why YOU let the world to be
What it is
What it is

God , my Friend
Tell me

Why You let the people to be
Who they are
Who they are

I don’t judge
I don’t want to judge
Or be judged
By YOU too

I know YOU don’t
YOU’ ll never be
You set us free

Free to think
Free to talk
Free to grow

Upon YOUR eyes
Upon YOUR mind
Close to YOU
Close to be

God , my Friend
Tell me

Why YOU let the earth to be

Where we are ?
We are there

Where are we ?
Are we here ?

Who we are ?
Are we there ?

Who are we ?
Are we here ?

God , my Friend



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Track Name: oneself - More than you think
More than you think


Now, so now
We are here
To the last song of
Portraits of a confidence Door 4

Songs are about what we were going through
From Day 1 to his last breath

This is a prayer for him , from me

I’ll never thank you enough
What you have done for me , from me

I’ll never thank you enough
What you have done through me , to me

About these songs
Made with passion and truth
And on , and on , and on , and on .




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Paroles et musique Mario Deschênes
Track Name: A kind of living ( Light version )
A kind of living ( Light version )


Living his life with body and soul
Living his life with authority
Living his life no chance to roll

Living his life
He wasn’t

I don’t care ‘s a kind of guy , brother

Living his years with a heart and soul
Living his years with curiousity
Living his years no chance to roll

Living his years
He wasn’t

I don’t care ‘s a kind of guy , brother

His heart went bad
Hard to breath
His heart went mad
Hard to cheer





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Paroles et musique Mario Deschênes
Track Name: A kind of living
A kind of living


Living his life with body and soul
Living his life with authority
Living his life no chance to roll

Living his life
He wasn’t

I don’t care ‘s a kind of guy , brother

Living his years with a heart and soul
Living his years with curiousity
Living his years no chance to roll

Living his years
He wasn’t

I don’t care ‘s a kind of guy , brother

His heart went bad
Hard to breath
His heart went mad
Hard to cheer

( Light version )

Living his death with a lot of soul
Living his death with sincerity
Living his death with no chance to roll

Living his death
He wasn’t

I don’t care’s a kind of guy , brother

Now he’s out of sight
But it doesn’t mean
He ain’t there
He is here

Discovering worlds and futures around
Understanding facts as a new birth
Going in , through lights of his last life

Like an old movie that he lived before

Like a shadow of himself

A kind of living

Living his life with body and soul
Living his life with authority
Living his life no chance to roll

Living his life
Living his death
Leaving his life
Living his rest

Rest in peace brother
You deserve it brother

Brother

Living his life with body and soul
Living his life with authority
Living his life no chance to roll

Living his life
Living his death
Leaving his life
Living his rest






Rest in peace brother
You deserve it brother

Brother
Brother
Brother
brother





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Paroles et musique Mario Deschênes